Today’s personal lesson leads me to one learned by
the people in Jerusalem at around 400 BC. History is wonderful because it holds records of people like us who lived and strained and overcame (or not). Travel back in time with me to imagine this brief scenario for a minute.
The people of Jerusalem had been captives in Babylon long enough to forget their native language of Hebrew. Now exiled and with the priest, Ezra, standing above them on a special wooden platform he built just for this occasion, they hear him read the words of the Hebrew Law at this public assembly, where the
Levites translate it for them. For the first time, many hear and understand
God's teachings through the Law and begin to wail and to weep. Surprisingly, they
are told to be silent with their lamenting and advised to rejoice in their deliverance
- not only a physical one, but evidently a spiritual one too.
Ezra,
the priest, exhorts them: “Go, eat rich foods and drink sweet drinks, and allot
portions to those who had nothing prepared; for today is holy to our LORD. Do not be saddened this day, for
rejoicing in the LORD is your strength!” - Nehemiah
8:10 Purim is born.
Thank
God He is not a god of gloom and doom! Being sinful by old nature does not exempt us from also partaking in God's goodness by our new nature in Him. In fact, the truth is the
opposite of what you would expect. The more sinful we have been, the more
reason for rejoicing to get past it! Even in mere rejoicing we are
repenting, turning our attention to the Father and feasting in the greatness of
His goodness that delivers us from ourselves.
Sometimes
our temptation is to remain downtrodden, or worse yet, to presume that someone
else should be that way; yet God, in His merciful ways that are not like our
ways, comes in and declares it time for a feast of joy!
In
short, today's lesson for me is this:
If, when we are enlightened by God's word that we
are living in error, we forget to rejoice in God's strength that delivers us,
then we forsake the very purpose of repentance itself - the fullness of joy
through our deliverance.
Stated positively:
If, when we are enlightened by God's word as to how
we should be living, we embrace it and return, then we receive the fullness of
joy, within which God intends for us to live daily.